Thursday, November 26, 2009

thoughts

Sitting in the class and chatting with my friends alongside with the professor blabbering about the new business road test. The professor is talking about the setup of a new business on a new idea and its feasibility and I am getting lost in my own thoughts. I continue to think that although we talk about a new business we don’t know when we are going to start the same; I am not even expecting a job from the college and without the support that is needed to live your life you can’t even think of starting a business.
Anyways classes are getting boring each day and it’s becoming difficult to concentrate and sit in the class and most of the time my mind wanders on a lot of things varying according to my mood but most of the time it’s her. And with the chances of being with her decreasing with time, it’s becoming a dream to be with her and I just think of the moments that we had thought of when we were together. The issue of this is not just with me but with so many young hearts and minds of India and I don’t think anyone is responsible for this because thing is so much ingrained in our culture but as with the changing time it’s becoming a need to change this culture and move on with the world. And it’s the only chance to stand up with the world.

-By D

Friday, November 13, 2009

Bad days

It’s been a while that I have written something here. I don’t know why but these days are kind of unlucky for me and I don’t feel like doing anything like that. And today, Friday the 13th unlucky as is considered by most of the people on this planet, some calling it a highly unlucky day, some calling it a deadly Friday and some other black Friday. I don’t know the significance of why it is called like that and neither have I wanted to know. But today the bad luck followed me.
It started right from the morning, got up late and after that the teacher came late in the class and we wasted around an hour waiting for her. And then in the class we were scolded for not making the presentation and making excuses. So to get our respect back we decided to make the presentation even though we were not ready. Although the presentation ended pretty well but the feeling of arguing with the teacher was not good.
The day doesn’t ends here, in the evening our results were out and I again scored bad marks, my lowest in two years of my MBA, and it really feel bad not to score good marks, though I don’t care.
Anyways the day was almost about to end when I came to know that one of the extra class that was scheduled for Saturday has been cancelled. It really pisses me off, because I was not able to go home because of this class. I must say that Friday the 13th had become a truly bad day for me on all aspects. And I hope that I don’t face such days again in my life and especially not in the near future.

-By D

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

no choice

I have never thought that I would be writing blogs one day but here I am writing my own blog and I think this is the irony of the situation that can be best described by a proverb
“One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it”
and same happened with me, met my destiny (I don’t hope so it is true) on the road which I was trying to avoid. I have never thought so even in my dreams and can never believe what happened. I don’t know what to do. The only thing that comes to my mind is to be alone. The same happens with everyone once in a while when their dreams get broken but does that mean we should be disheartened and be alone, should we stop dreaming. I keep on wondering why the hell we do dream about when we know that one day they are going to be crashed and get broken leaving you all alone, breaking your heart into pieces, thrashing your courage so that you can never dream again. I don’t whether I should go on dreaming or not and even if I dream should I dream about the same thing or should it be different. But whatever that might be, right now I can’t and that’s what my destiny is.

-By D