4th October 2009 (1)

5.00 pm,just got up after a nice nap,can't really explain and tell you in words how much relaxing it was, and each and every part of my body is giving thanks to this decision of mine to sleep and I am little happy that I dreamt about her. Though its little tough to really remember of all the minute details of the dream but i think I remember most of the part.
There she was standing in the sun, her face was glowing in sun rays, her hair were loosened up and she was waiting for me there near the tree with her face down, may be thinking about something, I don't know what it was but the silence on her face was tormenting. I slowly walked towards her with my hand on my heart to control it from beating so fast, because I haven't seen her in the past few months and now I was there so close to her, watching her, feeling her presence, taking breath with the air filled with the aroma of her. I walked close enough to see her, and saw that I would have never thought of.................a tear drop rolling over her cheek. For a moment I felt nothing and then suddenly the earth beneath my foots was gone and it felt that whole sky has crashed upon me. I was not able to do anything and even if I was so close to her I felt like the distance is immense and there is no way that I can cross it. And my heart had almost stopped beating, but with all the courage of my Love I just pulled her towards me, with no second thoughts and held her so close and tight that nothing can ever be able to touch her.
She seems to melt in my arms and the tears started rolling more and more and I was wiping them with my fingers and just holding her close to me. After sometime she stopped crying and we were still embracing each other. Though she stopped crying but I still don't know what was the reason and neither I felt like asking this from her, but I was happy that she was near me and she was normal now after all that crying. Whatever might be the reason for her sadness, she just needed me and I wish that I can be there with her all the moments of our lives.
We were still there when the alarm again went off, making me come back to again this world from my dreamland even when i didn't want to. But I think that is the way of life, and I again want to sleep to dream about her.

-By D